The winter 2025 in-person Poetry Weekend Intensive with Maria Gillan and Kevin Carey December 12th to December 14th, 2025 in Mendham, NJ.
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Retreat House |
Maria's artist website is MariaMazziottiGillan.com, and her poetry website is MariaGillan.com
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Retreat House |
In Third Grade I Fell in Love
with language. The poems and stories, read aloud to us
in the dusty classrooms of PS 18 in Paterson, New Jersey,
had a music that lifted me up above the scarred desks,
names and hearts carved into them
by generations of children, bored from the torture
of sitting still for hours.
For me, in my shy skin, the spaces in the school
meant for recess or gym were terrifying,
but inside the classroom, I loved
the books we read and the ones the teachers read to us.
At home, we spoke a southern Italian dialect
that brought Italy to 17th street.
But outside, I was in America.
though wary that I wasn't American enough.
In the classroom, I learned that English had a different kind of music,
one I could move to as if I were dancing.
I loved the poems that repeated themselves in my brain.
After I memorized a poem, I could carry it with me,
as though I had slipped it in my pocket
and could slip it out whenever I was alone and afraid.
My parents could not read to us in English,
but those teachers, all the ones I never thought to thank,
opened the door into a world far from my Italian family,
its aroma of tomato sauce bubbling on the stove,
of rosemary and mint growing outside the back door,
bread baking in the oven.
In books, I could find the way to leave the skin I was born in,
to enter the worlds that appeared on the very first page.
Maria Mazziotti Gillan
Maria Mazziotti Gillan is to be honored during the 57th Annual Italian American Studies Association (IASA) Conference at Montclair State University held November 6-9, 2025.
Intersecting Transitalia in Communities: Nation(s), Transnation(s), Neighborhood(s) is the theme of this year’s conference. Community in the Italian diaspora, historically and in the present day will be explored in programs and panels addressing how, historically, Italians have worked in building their local communities and how they have attempted (successfully or not) to bridge (linguistic, cultural, etc.) gaps across communities throughout the country or even the world.
On Thursday, November 6, the conclusion of the conference's first day, there will be the Opening Plenary and Welcome Reception at the Yogi Berra Museum & Learning Center, 8 Yogi Berra Drive on the Montclair State University campus.
Information and registration at https://www.italianamericanstudies.net/cpages/2025-montclair
Maria Mazziotti Gillan is an artist, poet, and professor. She is the Founder and Executive Director of the Poetry Center at Passaic County Community College in Paterson, New Jersey, and is the founding editor of the Paterson Literary Review. Gillan is a Bartle Professor and Professor Emerita of English and creative writing at Binghamton University-SUNY. She has published more than 20 books of poetry and four literature anthologies. Her newest poetry collection is When the Stars Were Still Visible (2021). Other recent publications are the poetry and photography collection, Paterson Light and Shadow, and the poetry collections What Blooms in Winter and The Girls in the Chartreuse Jackets, a pairing of her poems with her paintings. Gillan is the recipient of the 2014 George Garrett Award for Outstanding Community Service in Literature from AWP (Association of Writers & Writing Programs), the 2011 Barnes & Noble Writers for Writers Award from Poets & Writers, and the 2008 American Book Award for her book, All That Lies Between Us (Guernica Editions). Her website is MariaGillan.com.