July 28, 2026

Maria Gillan's 'What Blooms in Winter' and the Patterns of Memory


What Blooms in Winter is Maria Mazziotti Gillan's 2016 collection that was widely praised by critics and poets for its "unsparing honesty" and its ability to find beauty in the hardships of aging, grief, and the immigrant experience. 
 
Critics consistently highlight the emotional depth of the collection, noting that Gillan’s work stands apart from the often abstract nature of contemporary academic poetry. 

Grace Cavalieri (Washington Independent Review of Books): "I’ll read this book if ever I forget the purpose of poetry—if ever I start believing it’s only about the adornment of language. This is the stuff that made humankind want to speak, to write."
 
Kenneth Scambray (L'Italo Americano): "What has always distinguished her poetry... is her unsparing honesty in her confrontation of some of the most intimate details of family life... her poetry has always taken great risks."

This collection is structured as a narrative journey through time. It juxtaposes the "cold-water flats" of the 1950s with the "empty house" of the present.
 
In Maria Mazziotti Gillan’s collection, the "blooms in winter" are both a literal image of resilient nature and a metaphor for the strength found in the later stages of life. She suggests that the most beautiful things—memory, gratitude, and a sense of self—often only fully "bloom" when the easier seasons of youth have passed, and the "ground is hard."

The "Winter" of the title refers to the later stages of life, widowhood, and physical decline, but the "Blooms" are the "daily miracles" Gillan identifies, such as the ability to hold a pen, a phone call from a child, or the sensory memories of a mother’s starched linens.

She argues that we only learn true gratitude when we "bloom" through these limitations.
 
"The Lace Tablecloth and the Patterns of Memory" is a poem that uses physical objects as "anchors" for her memories. The poem centers on a trunk full of linens and lace that Gillan's mother brought from Italy. These handcrafted items represent her pride, artistic skill, and the culture she carried with her.


Her mother's dedication is shown through her penny-saving from a 25-cent-an-hour factory job in Paterson, in order to buy linens. She would also take the tablecloths home after family holidays to wash and iron them, returning them pristine.
 
The lace acts as a physical manifestation of memory. Decades later, the memories of eating as a family on these tablecloths serve as an enduring symbol of the speaker's roots and of her mother's deep, silent love. 



Maria Mazziotti Gillan's newest poetry collection is When the Stars Were Still Visible (2021). Other recent publications are the poetry and photography collection, Paterson Light and Shadowand the poetry collections What Blooms in Winter and The Girls in the Chartreuse Jackets, a pairing of her poems with her paintings.
Maria's artist website is MariaMazziottiGillan.com and her poetry website is MariaGillan.com.

July 22, 2026

Maria Gillan Goes Back to School 18

Maria Mazziotti Gillan returned to School 18 in Paterson, where she had been a student as a young girl, and met with students from the school's poetry club in 2016.

As covered by a reporter in "Gillan Poet's return to her Paterson school inspires heartfelt writing," she shared her memories of growing up a short, skinny, shy, poor immigrant kid on 17th Street in the 1950s.

Maria read her own emotional poems and students read their own poems aloud, some of them tearing up at times. “It means what you had to write is important,” Gillan told them.

“Who would want to listen to a poor immigrant?” she told the students. She was very shy and “didn't speak up until I was 40,” she said.

She told the students that her teachers at School 18 left their marks - some for the better, some not. One teacher showed she cared with a simple touch. “I always felt like I grew 10 feet when she touched my shoulder. And that's what a teacher can do for you.”

“Don't let anyone tell you you're limited by where you grew up,” she said.


PS 18

 

Public School #18: Paterson, New Jersey
by Maria Mazziotti Gillan

Miss Wilson’s eyes, opaque
as blue glass, fix on me:
"We must speak English.
We’re in America now."
I want to say, "I am American,"
but the evidence is stacked against me.

My mother scrubs my scalp raw, wraps
my shining hair in white rags
to make it curl. Miss Wilson
drags me to the window, checks my hair
for lice. My face wants to hide.

At home, my words smooth in my mouth,
I chatter and am proud. In school,
I am silent, grope for the right English
words, fear the Italian word
will sprout from my mouth like a rose,

fear the progression of teachers
in their sprigged dresses,
their Anglo-Saxon faces.

Without words, they tell me
to be ashamed.
I am.
I deny that booted country
even from myself,
want to be still
and untouchable
as these women
who teach me to hate myself.

Years later, in a white
Kansas City house,
the Psychology professor tells me
I remind him of the Mafia leader
on the cover of Time magazine.

My anger spits
venomous from my mouth:

I am proud of my mother,
dressed all in black,
proud of my father
with his broken tongue,
proud of the laughter
and noise of our house.

Remember me, Ladies,
the silent one?
I have found my voice
and my rage will blow
your house down.


from  What We Pass On: Collected Poems: 1980-2009



Maria's Official website MariaGillan.com

July 17, 2026

Poem: Driving Into Our New Lives

 
 
Driving into Our New Lives
by Maria Mazziotti Gillan

Years ago, driving across the mountains
in West Virginia, both of us are so young
we don't know anything. We are twenty-eight
years old, our children sleeping in the back seat.
With your fresh Ph.D. in your suitcase, we head out
toward Kansas City. We've never been anywhere.
We decide to go the long way around
instead of driving due west.

Years ago, driving across mountains, your
hand resting on my knee, the radio playing the folk
music we love, Pete Seeger, Joan Baez, or you
singing songs to keep the children entertained.
How could we know what is to come?

We are young. We think we'll be healthy
and strong forever. We are certain we are invincible
because we love each other, because our children
are smart and beautiful, because we are heading

to a new place, because the stars
in the coal-black West Virginia sky are so thick,
they could be chunks of ice.
How could we know what is to come?

by Maria Mazziotti Gillan, from All That Lies Between Us (Guernica Editions)
 
“Driving into Our New Lives” by Maria Mazziotti Gillan was featured on The Writers Almanac and read by host Garrison Keillor. 




Maria Mazziotti Gillan's newest poetry collection is When the Stars Were Still Visible (2021). Other recent publications are the poetry and photography collection, Paterson Light and Shadowand the poetry collections What Blooms in Winter and The Girls in the Chartreuse Jackets, a pairing of her poems with her paintings.
Maria's artist website is MariaMazziottiGillan.com and her poetry website is MariaGillan.com.

June 15, 2026

Family Stories

Joe and Paula McHugh are a husband and wife team who believe strongly in the power of stories and their American Stories website is a celebration of American family stories. Joe McHugh knows Maria's hometown of Paterson, New Jersey because it is the city where he spent most of early years. Paterson was and continues to be a community of immigrants - a place people come to hoping to improve their lives in this experiment we call America.

In Maria's interview, she tells the story of the courtship of her father and mother which began in San Mauro, Italy and brought them to Paterson, New Jersey. The focus in this story is her mother, Angelina, who Maria described in a poem as ''Soothsayer, Healer,Tale-teller / There was nothing you could not do.''

Click this link to listen to the interview and a poem Maria wrote about her mother as a tribute after her death, and listen to Maria's stories: about her mother's "E.S.P" and her mother wanting to go back to school, self-learning, her granddaughter's yearbook and America.


Angelina Schiavo Mazziotti

Further Reading - an article in The New York Times about Maria finding her heritage and her voice. 



Maria Mazziotti Gillan's newest poetry collection is When the Stars Were Still Visible (2021). Other recent publications are the poetry and photography collection, Paterson Light and Shadow and the poetry collections What Blooms in Winter and The Girls in the Chartreuse Jackets which pairs her poems with her paintings. Maria's artist website is MariaMazziottiGillan.com and her poetry website is MariaGillan.com.